Archive for May, 2011

#34 – finally revealed

Posted in Uncategorized on May 25, 2011 by azweenz

i was hoping real hard to get through this well from the start. i thought i have done my best, put my very best effort. in the end, it turn up this way. i didn’t ask for this, no one does. sometimes i think this is like a curse put on me. like, why must it happen? some people are so lucky that they manage to escape it. me, on the other hand, is not blessed with that lucky-ness. i am tired of trying. the fact that i have to try harder than other people is killing me.

now i’m 100% sure that what am i doing now is not my cup of tea. what is more important is to reach the finishing line.

there’s still a last resort to this. few friends thought of trying. i’ve already think about it and decided to try. who knows miracle would happen and could erase my grief. ya Allah, please bless me in everything that i do. give me the strength to cope with what is going on.

i want to walk in the rain, so that no one would notice that i’m crying. no one..


#33 – question mark

Posted in Uncategorized on May 20, 2011 by azweenz

5 more days to result day. tell me what should i expect. i really have no idea.

no more flunking any papers please.. i’ve done my best while studying & answering the exam. failure in any subject would just drop my CGPA. it’s not easy to increase them. plus, i’m not the kind of students who always perform well every semester.


#32 – snek malam

Posted in Uncategorized on May 19, 2011 by azweenz

#32 – bullshizzzzz

Posted in Uncategorized on May 13, 2011 by azweenz

you can joke around, but never go beyond the limit.

do i look like a dummy to you?

this is pure bullshit.

again, bullshit.


The best remedy for a short temper is a long walk.  ~Jacqueline Schiff

it seems like i really need that long walk after all.

#31 – epic!

Posted in Uncategorized on May 7, 2011 by azweenz

 i came across this while blogwalking. dah lama tak nampak tiga ekor alien ni. ingat lagi dulu masa sekolah rendah ada wallet & sticker “Alien Workshop”. ingatkan brand cikai, yang jual kat pasar malam je. skali memang wujud… T_T

#30 – mimpi

Posted in Uncategorized on May 4, 2011 by azweenz

Mimpi 1 :

duduk serumah dengan A***** and then someone asked me to smell her stocking. stocking baru basuh, so i was fine with that. sekali masam akak oii! macam dah peram dalam airtight container…   -___-”

Mimpi 2 :

check result MUET. tengok2 dapat Band 1. ada member Band 0 terus. ishh!

harap-harap sekadar mimpi.